Tuesday, January 31, 2006
It's been a rough day.
If I can't beat the crowd, I'll just follow.
Politically correct answers and official answers. That's how the it works.
Should have known better.
I'm just not so fortunate. Not at all.
As quoted from william hung, " I've done my best and I've no regrets."
Now, just let me just scramble whatever little self-esteem and confidence left of me.
It's been a series of disappointments. A series of heartaches. Rejections. Lousy news.
With my mum incessantly breathing down my neck. I feel horrid.
All I need are words from the right person to make everything alright again.
But I know that's not gonna happen.
So come on girl, you gotta cheer yourself up. Yourself. Yourself. Come on. Be strong.
I saw people smiling today.
The kind of radiant smile, you know they are really glowing from inside.
I wish I can be like that one day. Smiling from within.
