Saturday, October 02, 2004
Woken up by the incessant screamings of my neighbours' kids and I was having a Wonderful dream. yes wonderful dream. It's been a long time since I actually dreamt really, the last was the one with the back view of nolly on a grey road. But yes, I had a nice dream, unfortunately it got disrupted by piercing screams of the Pri 6 PSLE neighbour. But I'll forgive her, honestly, that kid is quite a poor thing really, I always hear her parents screaming at her and mostly it's cos of her brother. They zhong nan qing nu. And to think her mum's an educated Rosyth teacher, man, this gives teachers a bad reputation. It's an irony how teachers preach abt values and character building and being role models of the society but most of the times, they themselves have pretty messed up lives themselves.
Ar yes, I know i'm gonna be a teacher in the near future,but that's besides the point.
I went for a geography fieldtrip to boat quay yesterday and ponned maths lecture, I have already missed 2 lectures and i probably have to miss another one this wed, cos I need to do surveys for the geog project at the National Stadium. oh no, this is not good at all. oh wells.
Oh nolly thanks for testing me what the word "rhetorical" means, cos guess what? During islam tutorial, the tutor asked me what rhetorical meant cos i think there was someone else in class who dint know what it meant.*hah* and I remembered what nolly told me and smugly answered. haha, thanks nolly, anyway, it feels great to be able to answer questions that lecturers post to you instead of giving my typical "HUH" and blur look.
And I read nolly's blog, just wanna say,"hey girl, you're probably not the only one going through this, most probably the new friends you made with are going through the exact same emotions, just that they can't show it. Or won't show it. I'll drop you a mail as soon as I can ok?"
I gotta go for breakfast now, and start on my lab report and islam assignment and geog assignment.
Life is pretty much boring and I am still searching for that light of happiness and feeling of being able to look forward and being excited abt what's to come. I still feel like I'm floating, I guess I'm just the kind that dun adapt to change fast enough. My grandma said she doesn't know what's she's doing day in and out, just that everyday is another day. And me, a 19 yr old, happens to share the same sentiments as this old lady.
